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"Hedgehog"
You hide yourself from everyone,
You pride yourself on being strong,
you are weak and sad,
You depression comes and happiness leaves,
You believe it is time to stop,
You are wrong.

The quills that make up your armor,
are brittle and frail,
The things you keep in make you,
sure to fail,
you've lived your life inside your shell,
and it has become your solo hell,

You are such a simple creation,
and protect only your doubt,
you must learn to live your life,
and let everything out,
tomorrow is a different day,
you can feel this inside,
let it out,
there is no need to hide.

"What was left behind"
Everyday I'm waiting,
For you to tell me when,
I'll leave it all behind,
I will be happy then.

Seeming Oh so distant,
From your happiness,
But seeing Oh so clearly,
Through this ignorance.

Nothing can keep me from you,
Not even god himself,
I cannot sit and wonder,
What lifes like by myself.

I want to become closer,
and push this further ahead,
I want to be your everything,
your everything to me.

I need to be accepted,
Yet to take nothing for free,
I need to pay you homage,
Each individual time,
We'll talk and talk for hours,
about what was left behind.
"Time"
A year ago my life was mundane,
a week ago life was the same,
the other night on the phone,
our true feelings were shown.

I said I loved you,
You said it back,
and true love,
is something most lack.

These feelings I have,
make me insane,
I'm locked away,
A year ago life was mundane.
"Seeker"
Your wasting my time,
Your wasting my life,
your starting a war,
from drug induced strife.

You've kept me inside,
and shut in too long,
your keep me awake,
by hitting a bong.

This pot and coke,
And Acid I took,
In mind in heart,
and soul I must look.

I'm seeking an answer,
to every query,
and looking for truth,
to see things clearly.

I do not want,
to be this bad,
I do not need,
all the shit I had.

In looking for life,
I only found death,
I am the sinner,
Worsen with each breathe.

I've painted my face,
to hide it from you,
I've shrouded my nature,
to shield me from view.

I will not repent,
for what has been done,
I do not forget
the ones I have done.

I have formed this vision,
inside my head,
I must stop that vision,
or end up dead.

I hated the feeling,
mired in self-loathing,
I had few notions,
of contemplations.

I wasted my time,
I wasted my life,
I ended the war,
that could have ended my life.
"Die Tonight"
From my perch way up high,
I'm watching us die,
Seeing the way we go to the light,
and seeing the things that make us fight,
I am not a simpleton nor do I claim intelligence,
I do not need to be like this or claim alliegence,
I just want to laugh and have a good life,
I just want to live and put down the knife,
I'm drunk on power and coughing up all,
I'll need you to help me up after I fall,
You have given me reason and reason enough,
Nobody said that life wasn't tough,
This is a memoir of the me I must kill.

"Left"
You hate this one more than is known,
You claim a fit of rage will be shown,
You say that murder is the only way,
you are drunk right now and don't know what you say,
claiming hatred,
claiming rage,
wishing he was dead,
at his young age,
your ranting,
your raving,
aren't welcome,
your yelling,
your tantrum,
your loathsome,
You do not know why he did that,
Nor do you care,
Your feelings you tell me,
and this you swear,
He will be dead tonight,
and vengeance will be yours,
You've left the party,
but what for ?